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Monday, 09 November 2009

  • a wrong major mistake.

    i read this article today from the atlantic monthly (an old issue -- maybe dated 2 years ago?) about the pros of getting a liberal arts college-degree ... it made me feel grateful that i decided to major in something ... not only entirely useless/ impractical and dull (to some) but also ... something that i can actually state with knowledge.

    does this make sense? i majored in history.

    i had some regrets with it from time to time but after reading this article today, i felt that this area has taught me more than just history. no, i'm not going to praise it or anything. just a glowing feeling within. at least i appreciate humanity's history. enough to spend 3 miserable years studying/writing/reading/discussing/analyzing it. i don't sound too happy there.

    i had other thoughts: i almost wanted to major in accounting. thought i'd be a good IRS employee. stalking and harassing the relentless anti-tax payers out there. i also thought about English. i am so glad i didn't major in English. i rather make my grammar mistakes freely without feeling guilty. English majors are too theory oriented anyway. then there was poli sci ---- and that didn't work cuz it was too complicated. and of course, biology. but i felt lazy. i was tired of those "lab" assignments. took too many of em in high school. 

    eh. i chose history cuz i could memorize things with ease. that's really it. i didn't have any other "decent" skills to begin with. i was lousy in everything almost. and now, i feel confident in many other areas. i'm doing web design/web programming, archival research, public speaking and teaching (at work), publishing articles and short pieces, and analytical/critical thinking (what do those even mean anyway?)

    well, whatever it is, i've learned more about myself through history than i thought .... perhaps not a wrong major mistake. 

Sunday, 08 November 2009

  • good things comes with patience

    1. candy corn on sale. 50% off. from 1.30 to 65 cents. bought one bag.

    2. wrong trip planning becomes more intesting than expected. going to SD when i should really be going to SF. oh, but SD seems to end the year well anyway.

    3. movie: Precious - worth waiting for. saw it last night. there was much needed crowd control. but movie was golden.

    that seems to be it. or all i can think of ... for now.

Thursday, 20 August 2009

Saturday, 08 November 2008

  • i have this weird obsession with lincoln - his character, history, legacy --- his life and ideals. i guess its because 200 is almost his time in 2009. i've been reading voraciously --- biographical accounts and archival documents that were written about and by Lincoln himself. --- its interesting to link that connection with the new President (on Jan. 20th, 2009) and Lincoln's personal politics and beliefs.

    When i was in 11th grade, i always knew the Pre-Civil War to the Reconstruction period was an interesting history to study since it has always been a major transition era  for America --- we went from enslaving into freeing a group of people entirely based on race --- i cant imagine how blacks could not vote, speak, own or walk in the streets of America w/o being harassed, lynched or threatened by the majority. my h.s. teacher enforced us to read Kenneth Stamp's book - Peculiar Institution and write a 5 page analysis paper on Kenneth's thesis or something. I did poorly on that. got a B or something but I learned a lot while reading it during the summer -- it was assigned before school started because it was an advanced placement  class --- so i still have the book somewhere and i think i plan to reread that, (my horribly-written paper as well) and try to situate the context of slavery as a popular, social and cultural institution with Lincoln's own account ... i have a bunch of books about Lincoln --- so far 4 -- i've only read 1 and it was a while ago. i do plan to get through all of them by the time hy the time he hits 200 -- so i might have achieve something personal here --- understanding Lincoln's ideal -- with this President's ideal and see just how much has America changed .... just because we elected a black president (1/3 or something) doesn't mean America is ready to embrace change  ... or a different race. or does it?

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